March: The “I” that Praises

I am so proud of you. You’re doing it. 

Moving through what seemed difficult and you’re doing it with grace…

Continue to strive, to show up open, do your absolute best by the people around you.

Be patient and kind, and grateful for the opportunity to know people even if they don’t feel like "your" people

No one is here to show up the way you want them to anyway.

I am so proud of you.

You have grown so much, you have become such a grounded force in your life. You have passed so many tests.

You should be so relieved to know that you are not the same person you’ve ever been and you’ll only keep growing into exactly who you should be. Exactly who you are.

You’re incredible. Not because you’re perfect but because of your willingness to keep surrendering to God and showing up in the way you need to - not just the way you want to.

Tracking each time you move out of ego and not scolding yourself but being honest and quickly course correcting. 

I love you so much V.

Thank you for being my best friend in the whole world.

August: The “I” that Prays

Maybe I too failed the test.

So The Great First Mystery… 

I come before you, I ask you for strength, guidance, and a 

space to rest in your heart.

I am not a perfect woman.

I am barely even that.

I think I have the answers, but I am just convicted in 

whatever my truth is at a certain time.

I know nothing truly, but that I need to keep a Light 

heart. That I know. 

Breathe & keep a Light heart.

And I know that you are my safe space.

Not a man. Not a friend. Not a family.

You are what anchors me, what holds me, what uplifts me, and what carries me.

You are what allows me to have any of these experiences.

 I have not forgotten. Us always.

Thank you, for allowing me to be a vessel you see yourself in.

I love you God.